oh man i cant believe this?!! like how come there were so many posts in my absence... like how can i miss all the action?!!! i read all the posts for how long la, thanks to some people like (JIAYING WHO LEFT HER BIG BIG BIG NAME TO LET US SEE!!)who wrote like ultra long long long posts.. haha i sound so bimbo.. and im the last to blog. haha jt wanna suan pple but ownself kena jacked in the end. anyway, im definitely not SLOW. oh please.. im like the least WOLS among us.. btw i knew that it was jy before i saw her name at the last of the entry. haha yet another example of our "unslowness". i haven come online since like i think before the comp?! which is disgusting i know but its not my fault u know since my comp sucks until nobody can believe it and i need to reboot it at least TEN FREAKING TIMES before it can actually work?!! and so im too lazy to waste like at least HALF AN HOUR of my precious time to switch on the computer.. and today i finally came online cos my kor used the computer and so i just shun bain take over. hahah. but at least give me credit cos the first time i came online, i immediately came and check this blog.
this is so weird i have so much to say. thanks to my wonderful ability to crap.. haha jy i think i probably will beat you in the length of the post laaa. when i was initially reading the entries left by all of u guys i felt like we were actually together.. and i had all the little comments i wanted to say after reading some of the stuff u guys said.. (like for eg! to yz.. what i am stupid??! excuse me and somemore say its as usual.. u better have a gd explanation la.. and to jy: hmm u know what i checked jt's entry after u said her spelling very lousy but i cant find any mistakes at all??? btw, i felt quite dumb scrutinising all her words to find mistakes haha)
its amazing how we are so bonded despite us being in different schools and doing different stuff and haven been able to meet up for SOO long. i cant believe after so long our bong is still going so strong. u know like with some people its like although u have known each other for practically ur whole life but suddenly u change school and everything is so different and there is this newfound awkwardness that never had existed and the silence between is no longer comfortable but weird and u find yrself talking about some irrelevant stuff just for the sake of filling up the silence.. i know this is totally random but i just wanted to make the pt that i think our friendship is really very rare and i miss you guys so much. somehow my jc life (though i made alot of new friends) feels like its lacking because we are not together. how i wish we can meet up everyday to talk crap and provide comfort and laughter to each other instead of just meeting up less than like ten times a year. sigh. i bet u guys think im weird since i became so sentimental and mushy all of a sudden but what i said is all true. i wish that i can somehow turn back time and treasure the time we have together more. we should have had more lunches after trg together and all that stuff..
ok but on to another subject.. oh ya.. does somebody wanna go for chem tuition with me?! please, jy or kl? i dun wanna go alone but my chem sucks so much i cant just leave to die.. :( please get back to me asap okkkk..
oh ya btw.. the thing about yz and her dunno-who.. haha i feel quite bad that the thing become so publicized now la.. hmm since i started it all i better clarify stuff before yz come and strangle when she comes to check the blog.. haha i was just in her classroom when yz started teasing a classmate of hers and so her classmate just did a "tit for tat" thing la. think its nothing la, at least i should think so yet maybe not cos of the dreams thing notwithstanding lol. however, its so funny that so many of us got ahem romantic interests (either declared or not, or whether its with younger guys). ok i shall not say more.. due to the juniors who will read this and its so embarrassing.
ok i think i have exhausted all the topics i wanted to say already so i shall have to go off.
p.s thank goodness i do not have a blog or else i will just spend so much time on it writing so much crap that my studies will confirm die.. haha
love, XUEFEN!!
*jaey*
caught some stars @
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