ehh hi! i never check for such a short time then there are so many posts appearing already! (post competition gan3yan2?) and you all wrote so much somemore. i have to put my head how close to the screen and squint la!it's like our corner at the cosy corner last time, or the place at ke3ai4ji1, with everybody like crapping hours away, forgetting the time.

anyway, somebody requested for a change in the blog layout right? I found one... hope you guys like this ok! and hope it's easier to read too. (: and now got title field, can put your name there, easier to refer also.

i haven't been blogging at this place nor at my own blog (conveniently advertises a bit more here) properly since dont know when, like all my entries were so short and just things about the daily mundane stuff that i need to vent about, or find worthy to tell you all. Either more interested in playing Maplestory, or got a lot of work to do, just not interested in writing. Or else I just plonk myself in front of the tv and do nothing. (do nothing+doing work= nothing to blog about as well) so i'm going to DO EVERYTHING IN NOW. NOW OK. I MEAN NOW. hahaHAHA.

That one Monday of the competition that I could go, I was like how excited! I was practically jogging to the stadium already k, with xuefen like quickly quickly come. Just wanted to hug all of you all when I saw you all la, but then, tyz not there (so sian dont wanna come right. i sad), and kaileng ah, i heard, was around with the boys "as usual", turning quite deaf for a few moments when some of you all went to call her.

So many budding romances huh. HM. (Like almost everyone alr.) Hmmm....

I like the pictures! Make the blog colourful colourful ok. Everybody got random pictures, or nice things just post, make it very very colourful. (:

Kaileng, very xin tong you, why you like that?! I got two friends like that also. The shock of seeing them with a swollen neck has already worn off me, so if I see you, I wouldn't be shocked or what la. BUt you must take care k. Do what the doctor says. I think the doctor told you to get sufficient rest and sleep right? Knowing you, you most prob will not right? Hahaa. You must listen ok. Thyroid swelling quiet serious one hor. Anyway, one of them too serious, and had to go for an operation. ouchs.

My studies really cannot make it. The econs no matter how much i understand it ah, i always cannot answer essay questions one. So now the MCQ part very good, can get A if it's just mcq, but plus the essay and drq can become E and O. Sian... Zen me ban!? I need to mug more. Maybe I should make a precise study into command words and whatever, so next time i see the questions the model essay will appear in my head, then I just copy copy, heheh.

I don't mind the performance as well, but i would need like extra training to get myself back to the standaards. I havent touched a jian for a very very very long time le. In fact, the last time I actaully got my hands on anything to do with wushu was when I took out the biaoyanfu to pass to Jiatian. Prior to that, NOTHING. It's ridikewlus. -_-'''

Agrees with Xuefen. It't not everyday that we can find friends that stay together like us. I mean, I can identify with the scenario that she said. Like how many new friends I'd made in the old class, the new class, council, and random people that I got to know through friends' friends, but everytime I'm alone with a vast majority of them, I find myself uber uncomfortable trying to find things to say. There was this point in time that I began to suspect myself of depression (I think it's true, cos my aunt talked to me about her experience with it, it's so similar that I freaked out), when I alienated myself from everybody, actually ponned school by convincing myself that I was sick, and neglected my responsibilities, laxed on decorum and such things, and not do homework. There was only like 1 or 2 little cats in class who noticed and gave a hoot about me. In that period I was like everybody, GO AWAY, there's nothing wrong with the world, everything is wrong with me, or everything is so screwed up. I'm the most screwed up, and everybody hates me. Then I shhut up and dont talk for so long that I didnt know what to say to people for like 5 or 6 months. I was even weird when like some of you called and talked.

Phew. That's a huge chunk.

Terrigible right, haha. I never told any of you all. It's better now. (: and seeing you all all over again has a very comforting factor.

I wanna sit down at the Punggol Camp benches/bunks and talk to you all again. Jy said something about the card, which brought me back to tell you that I flip through the scrap book that you guys pia-ed after school and gave me in the Art Room in Sec 4 for my birthday (and gave shrieks of indignance when I pretended to put it away and continue to do my project, hahah) regularly. It's going to be with me till I die. Seriously. And I wanna be with you all and laugh like mad again.

And tyz, what six pack training session during letures? Explain her leh, hahaha.

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them." (:

ps:/ my sister is deliberately singing and knocking on the table to distract me, in the hope that I can faster stop using and give it to her to use. But too BAD. Distractions distract me and only succeed in making me slower, so I'm deliberately taking my time to irritate her back. muahahas.

*jaey* caught some stars @ *7:40 pm*------------------------------------------------